My beloved Luli... I miss you. Almost 6 years ago, you decided to leave us, to teach us something, I believe. I wrote this poem for you, I love you.
I’m sure your soul is in another body right now, maybe suffering, maybe having fun, but I feel in a way, that your past lives are following me sometimes. I’m missing you.
You were an amazing woman, a real angel.
I never saw you mad or sad, just worried a couple times. I used to see you smile, always trying your best, even if you weren’t that strong to try it. Luli, you changed my life. You loss was and will always be one of the hardest ones. You were so gentle, so humble, so amazing. Mi bisabuela ❤️ i still regret i didn’t go to your funeral, you deserved a better goodbye from me, sorry Luli. I was too little and I was in pain because I knew I wasn’t going to see you again.
I still remember those little Christmas details, those memories with you.
I remember when she said ‘kids had to be kids’, and then she sent me and my cousin to her room to watch a movie on the floor... she used to have a lot of Disney movies.
I’m really hoping I’ll get to see you soon, maybe in a dream, maybe traveling to my past, maybe just in a photo.
Lots of love for you, Luli.
Te amo y siempre te amaré. Happy birthday queen Mariana.