The last month I have found myself living inside a cycle, with YouTube, with my physical body, and my mental mind. Over the last month I returned to the place where it starts again.
Panic attacks, questioning my own memories, giving up and seeing the darkest parts of myself drown me out of my own mind. I've always tried to find another way, without sacrificing, without discipline, but I now know that is what it will take to break this cycle, to finally break free.
Today's video is all about that, its basic, no special shots, no music that's supposed to make you feel a certain way, very basic cuts, just putting out the message for myself to always come back to if I find myself in the cycle again.
I'm back to posting regularly M, W, F here on Insta and Saturdays on YouTube, let's do this.