I really should start listening to these quotes because they're true!! I know they're true yet I still let my anxiety take over, the last few days have been hell because I've let my anxiety win. I've not answered messages or texts when I know I need to and really WANT to but for some ridiculous reason I just haven't.
I've had some brilliant opportunities come my way over the last few days, one was very unexpected and completely out of the blue! I know I should grab every oppertunity by the balls and go for it but I'm absolutely terrified, panicking and worrying thinking what am I letting myself in for? What if it doesn't work out right? What if they hate me? What if they think my idea is stupid? Why on earth would anyone want to listen to me? Why would anyone want to work with me? What if I get judged? What if it all blows up but not in a good way? Why me?
I hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE this part of anxiety - not that I like having any of it at all.
So to those of you who have messaged me or sent me texts and I've not replied just know that I am sorry and it's my anxiety taking over filling my head with a million questions and ridiculous answers, I promise it's not you it really is me and I will get back in contact once I've managed to kick this anxiety once again.