Let's get personal.
These last couple of weeks have been difficult. I've been focusing on a lot of things and losing site of my own goals and of myself.
Outside of personal issues, recovery has taken its toll on me. Not being able lift as much as I normally could has affected me more than I'd like to admit. I've found myself saying it's humbling when people ask.... IE: it fucking sucks.
Patience isn't my strongest quality for those of you that know me.
Earlier today l, I realised that I've started to create a viscous cycle for myself where I keep telling myself I'll just do this tomorrow, I'll do that tomorrow, I'll get to it later; Only to never to it tomorrow or get to it later.
I need to get back to having that me time. To creating that moment for myself and giving myself that me time that I would give myself in the past.
Time to get back on track and refocus on myself in order to help others better and to get my kind back on track.
Time to get it done and get back on track.