I was feeling super low today, I didn’t want to leave bed, I didn’t want to shower or put on clean clothes. Days like today, I struggle to find the energy to do even the simplest things. I feel like I’m stuck in a house and the walls are caving in around me. I question why I’m still alive and I get stuck in a loop of thought about how much easier it would be to not be here anymore. But when I’m feeling my complete lowest, I can always count on @alex.barone_bear_s.c and my gym family to bring my mood up. so I some how mustered up the strength to drag myself out of bed and go to the gym.
I’ve honestly never felt so much love, acceptance and support from a group of people.