This is what autumn feels like; a blur. You try to prepare your mind for a long and cold winter. Loosing focus over and over again. It’s so easy to slip into a sad, fragile, tired state. Even the plants are sad. Dropping leaves, zero growth. Winter is zero growth for me aswell. It’s like the soul leaves for hibernation while the body has to keep on living, working, eating, sleeping. Winter, a long long sleepwalk. Here we go.