It’s not your job to love me.
It’s my job to love me.
And each and every day I’m still trying to do just that.
If I’m being really honest, as part of me was so excited for this shoot and this day, the other part of me that still rears it’s ugly head when I let it, was getting the better of me. Making me feel uncomfortable, wanting to crawl under a rock and cry, making me feel like garbage, and making me believe in a lot of lies...
But that’s just it, it’s nothing but lies at the end of the day because at the start to finish of it what I know is that this life I live is pretty dang sweet! Where I’m at may look hard but again, I know I’m blessed, beautiful, and loved. (especially by a man who keeps capturing my heart ! like waaat) So I’m gonna be alright and so will you if you’re dealing with mind monsters right now. Tell em’ to kick rocks!
Be kind to yourself, and always be proud of where you’ve come from, because you’re pretty amazing you know?!